So as I’ve mentioned in my posts I’m absolutely hiding doing NBE for my boyfriend who I live with and i really don’t like it. I actually feel guilty about it since we usually share everything with each other. The other day when I sneaked away to the bathroom to pump he knocked on the door and asked if I was crying in there 
" alt="" title=""> Made me feel horrible and guilty. I usually noogle while he is gameing so he don’t notice but since I do this one hour per day ofc he was going to notice sooner or later.
Besides feeling guilty I’m also slowing down my process. My current studying is only distance courses so I have the amazing opportunity to wear my domes all damn day if I want to. I’m just too embarrassed to do it. I’m afraid he’s going to judge me, and maybe even not appreciate the result because they are “not real”. (I’m doing it for myself not for him, he’s never said a bad word about my body)
Anybody who’s been or is in a similar situation and can relate? I appreciate anybody’s opinions or advice really, I’m very conflicted about this...