Should it be avoided?
I admit, as a straight woman I must look at and think about breasts more than any straight man. I'm not attracted to them, I'm doing these things:
1. Wondering about the size and trying to determine if any padding or pushup bras are being used.
2. Comparing my chest to hers, is it bigger or smaller or the same size? I do this with every woman I see in my age range.
3. Imagining and wishing I could have her breasts, if they're big ones.
It's somewhere between self-torture and motivation that I can't stop looking. It makes me feel bad about myself usually but it fills me with hopes and dreams of what I wish I could achieve so I work harder. Even if sometimes I feel that I must be deluded to think I could really get that big with enough effort since my personal goal is very large.
Just recently I saw a video of a girl with my dream boobs. She was braless and wearing a tank top that they stretched against and when she moved it had that perfect jiggle. They looked heavy and had a natural sag. I keep thinking about that video, filled with envy and wondering if I can ever get to her size if I keep trying.
How about you?
Do you think comparing is bad? Do you do it?