I'm back. I took a break from these forums and focusing on NBE because I can't really think about my breasts too much without hating myself and I wanted to forget about it for a bit.
I still feel very negatively towards my breasts and seeing busty women makes me feel envious and wonder why I wasn't made like that too.
The past few days I have gone back to my old NBE routine and wanted to check up on the forum.
I feel very depressed when I think about my breasts and feeling worthless.
Ever since before my first puberty I dreamed of being a busty woman that would have boobs that would grab everyones attention but I didn't grow much.
I still dream of that and I think that I will never be happy unless I achieve it. I can distract myself for a while to forget but I will NEVER be happy with these boobs.