[dreamergirl]

I'm back. I took a break from these forums and focusing on NBE because I can't really think about my breasts too much without hating myself and I wanted to forget about it for a bit.

I still feel very negatively towards my breasts and seeing busty women makes me feel envious and wonder why I wasn't made like that too.

The past few days I have gone back to my old NBE routine and wanted to check up on the forum.

I feel very depressed when I think about my breasts and feeling worthless.

Ever since before my first puberty I dreamed of being a busty woman that would have boobs that would grab everyones attention but I didn't grow much.

I still dream of that and I think that I will never be happy unless I achieve it. I can distract myself for a while to forget but I will NEVER be happy with these boobs.

Hey Dreamer. I relate to your frustration. I relate to your pain.
I tried to forget about NBE for 4 months because the mere thought BREASTS would bring me to tears!  Know that this doesn't last forever, and that you CAN and you WILL keep growing. I had to detach a little. I know that I am always changing, this body I have now is always changing, and I won't have it forever. Remember how amazing it is that we found out that it IS possible to keep growing our breasts naturally? And we already have grown them, and will continue to as usual. So try to appreciate their current state in any way possible. They are the same breasts, but in a different phase of life. I think of mine as a flower constantly blooming, opening up, transforming. I think to myself, "Isn't it fascinating that I get to experience the entire spectrum of breast sizes" I used to cry so much when looking at others' breasts, but I think of seeing them as an ordering menu. I might see something I like. Once I order it, I can relax a little, I know it's on its way. Visualize your breasts transformed and how you feel about them in their new state. We'll look back and we'll hardly remember what our breasts looked like in the very beginning. I know I've already forgotten. It'll be like we've all always had large breasts.

This was really helpful thank you so much, I can tell that you really understood my struggle but found a positive mindset for yourself and that is inspiring for me.