[Bustyprincess]

I have been taking the fenugreek + maca root herbal combo for a few months now and even added pure fenugreek oil to rub on my breasts. I take the pills three times a day and rub in the oil twice a day. My breasts have shown zero signs of improvement. I tried pueraria mirifica for six months in both a pill and cream combo and never got any results. I'm at my wits end here. I can't figure out what it is I'm doing wrong. I have been taking the pills with food. Should I not be doing that? Does taking the pill with the consumption of food negate the effects? I never even got that maple syrup smell everyone talks about from the fenugreek. I have even used a breast pump for several years now on and off with the same thing: Zero results. 

I don't see how I can ever accept my body unless I get decent sized breasts. I'm barley 31 inches (aka 32AA) with hips just as small and zero waist definition. I am literally straight up and down. Comboned with my square shaped face, I am built like a Minecraft character. And no matter how hard you try to justify it, there is absolutely nothing attractive about that at all. People like curves not straight lines. I was mocked in school for having tiny breasts. Honestly, I don't think there is any body uglier than mine. I despise it. With ever fiber of my being. All I want is to be at least a little bit attractive but I have nothing going for me. My personality is dogshit too so it's not worth talking about that.

So I come back to my original quest: How long does it typically take to see results from the fenugreek + maca root combo? Six months? A year? Longer? I'll admit I am on a birth control. Does that cause interference? I cannot simply go off of my birth control because I don't use it to have sex. I use it because my periods cause me severe pain, bleeding for more than two weeks (I'm not joking), very heavy bleeding too it's never light, lethargy, nausea, and just downright uncomfortable. Another reason why I loathe my body. And to top it off the birth control only adds weight to my gut. It refuses to go anywhere else. So I'm stuck with the choice of being dumpy or two/three weeks of misery every month. Will any of my efforts ever pay off? Or am I stuck inside this piece of shit vessel life gave me until I finally die?

Firstly I am SO sorry you are having such troubles and such bad body image/self confidence issues  " alt="" title=""> I can relate to the self hate part I have struggled with this on and off my whole life.... As far as what to take and when, usually fenugreek should be taken with or after food as its health benefits aid digestion, as for other herbs generally you should take them half hour before food or 2 hours after eating to get the best absorption and benefits, seeing as you have tried PM, Fenugreek and Maca with no results or pains it sounds like you might actually need progesterone rather than estrogen! If this is the case you should get yourself some bio identical progesterone(prescribed) or use herbs like vitex(chaste berry) or wild yam to balance your hormones and increase progesterone, if this doesnt work you have the other option of trying bovine ovary which contains both estrogen and progesterone however this tends to get the ovaries and female reproductive system working and considering you already have heavy bleeding I would use this with caution. Hope I helped atleast a little sending hugs! X