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It' just that I'm REALLY small. Barely a 34 AA. It looks silly on my body.

That is my size also, and I would concur about looking silly (like an 11-year old) yet I've been married to a great guy for over 10 years who has expressed an extreme disinterest in my getting implants. He would much rather see and feel real ones even if they are microscopic, as opposed to something fake. Good guys are out there!

But that doesn't stop me from trying to make them bigger. It's a femininity thing for me, and plus I can't stand padded (too fake) or tween girlie bras (too childish).

Thanks, this makes me feel better.
Thank you all for the nice comments!