So I found out the most wonderful news today. I took my measurements and guess what??? My breasts actually shrunk! Not only that, but my already very noticeable love handles grew too! Now my breasts are 29 1/2 inches down from 30 and my waist is 26 inches up from 25 (with a 27 inch only band size this is all quite obvious)! Now I'm even uglier just like I always wanted. Can't wait for life to keep fucking me at every turn until I've finally had enough and use that rope I bought to hang myself because every day I am getting closer and closer.
Also my computer broke again and I am now having to pay more money to fix it up (I don't have money for a new one). Have already lost more than half of my SS paycheck for this month and I haven't even gotten halfway through the month yet so I can't wait to see what life will throw at me next.
Feel free to berate me on what a horrible and selfish person I am and how I have so much to be grateful for. I've already heard it all so your lectures won't make a difference. I already know I'm the worst person in the world so having another person give me my daily reminder of my place in in life can't hurt me anymore. You probably think I just want attention and am lying to try and garner sympathy when you have no idea just how much I wish that was the case. But I don't expect anyone to understand. I'm bever going to be a better person so I realize nobody will ever be on my side. Who in their right mind wouldn't hate someone who is a monster on the outside and inside anyways? So yeah if you need a meat bag to hit as hard as you can here I am! Hit me with your best shot.