[Happyme]

Hi XXX.
Its very good that you have taken the hormone panel and are trying to understand what is happening to you.
From reading your post and trying to read between the lines. It seems you are a very nervous person. This maybe be your biggest concern.
I think some internal reflection, mediation, Yoga etc would help you immensely!
Once you learn to love you for who you are then the inner you will kick in and life will become a happier place.

There is no magic pill, it takes some hard work to convince your self that everyday is a wonderful day. Grab your little baby and and love him/her to pieces. then love your self for being able to given the chance to be a mom. Happy mothers day by the way.

There is your philosophy lesson for today.
Be HAPPY and enjoy all the good moments of your life. Let the not so good ones go to the trash bin!
Huggs
Bobbi