[ShelaVenna]

I’m just over 5 months in now, but I’ll be honest, I fell off the wagon hard over the last month. I’ve been pumping and taking my supps only 2-3 times a week each. I’ve only been pumping for about an hour each session.  I’m not even going to bother measuring. I’ll do a measuring update at 6 months. I absolutely have to start being consistent again. No excuses. My motivation tanked mainly because I still can’t actually notice a difference with my eyes. To me they look exactly the same. I’ve been obsessive about my measurements, trying different methods to try to get the most accurate measurements possible, because honestly I think most of us our biased toward thinking we’ve grown more than we actually have. The measurements I got were a bit inconsistent but they all showed a slow and steady increase. I have to keep that in mind and not be sidetracked by the fact that I don’t look noticeably different. 4 months was way too early to be freaking out about that, especially when the measurements do show an improvement. My reaction wasn’t exactly based in logic though. I can’t really help feeling that way, but I have to get over it.