[Cheryl1989]

Hi everyone, thank you so much for your support, the truth is i did put up an avatar that wasent entirely me but this is so blown out of proportion, i have many issues in my life like many of us do and i try to seperate my life and my forum but i also want people to kind of see a face to the person they are talking to, i think its importent, thats why i have sent many trusted friends from these forums my complete pictures. But i am just so paranoid of someone seeing my avatar on on a search or something and recognising me or something in that picture and the only reason im so paranoid about this is because i have had some horrible things happen to me since my transition that i wont talk about and im terrified of similier things happening again purely because people know i use to be a man. I dont want sympathy i actually dont want anything atall i gain nothing from my forum and it will always be free and open to everyone, if people believe im fake then thats just the way it is, i can understand it even like kerensa said you only see pictures of me on a forum how do you know im real. But if you put it all together why would i claim what i do if i was fake and why would i be doing what im doing, i feel my credability has been harmed by this and thats what hurts me the most, my credibility is all i have. For what its worth im not fake atall, my boobs are real and you all know its not down to 100% NBE, i am a real person with real feelings that cares alot about trying to help people achieve there goals in NBE, i wont be closing my forum many have worked to hard on it and feel safe and secure there and i will keep it that way. I have to admit i have been attacked on here on 3 or 4 occasions now and i feel it to be so unfair and yes it does hurt me and i take it personly i cant help it. Your support is so appreciated and i am very grateful to everyone who has gave it so thank you. Im always here for any of you that need advice or anything happy growing everyone.

Hugs Cheryl xxxx