03-03-2011, 13:40
THANK YOU lled34AA, periwinkle12 & crystalelle,
I WON'T GO INTO THIS BLINDLY. I SURELY LEARNED MY LESSON ABOUT "JUMPING" INTO THINGS TOO FAST. I WILL BE 61 NEXT MONTH & TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR ME. THAT'S WHY I'M SO DESPERATE. I WISH I KNEW/STARTED THIS NBE 30 YRS. AGO. IN FACT I FOUND OUT ABOUT NBE QUITE BY ACCIDENT LAST JUNE. THE WORST PART IS I GET SUCH TREMENDOUS SWELLING FROM NG EACH TIME THEN I AM SO SADDENED WHEN I SHRINK TO NOTHING LATER. IT'S WHAT I ALWAYS DREAMED OF HAVING ALL MY LIFE & THEN SWOOSH, IT'S GONE.
I WON'T GO INTO THIS BLINDLY. I SURELY LEARNED MY LESSON ABOUT "JUMPING" INTO THINGS TOO FAST. I WILL BE 61 NEXT MONTH & TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR ME. THAT'S WHY I'M SO DESPERATE. I WISH I KNEW/STARTED THIS NBE 30 YRS. AGO. IN FACT I FOUND OUT ABOUT NBE QUITE BY ACCIDENT LAST JUNE. THE WORST PART IS I GET SUCH TREMENDOUS SWELLING FROM NG EACH TIME THEN I AM SO SADDENED WHEN I SHRINK TO NOTHING LATER. IT'S WHAT I ALWAYS DREAMED OF HAVING ALL MY LIFE & THEN SWOOSH, IT'S GONE.