09-03-2011, 12:22
Oh sorry about the link, guessing you mean the site in German? Yea, I could only get it to load to 10 min, but the internet here is horrible, so thought it was just my net, the youtube ones load just as slow lol. Here is another longer youtube one it's just not that good of quality http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uE0_qXQ134g
Oh my life isn't destroyed haha, quite the opposite. I grew up with a very bad childhood, if I tell people even a few things that I've been through they end up in tears (and I don't like doing that, I hate sympathy and don't like making people feel bad). I'd say my life was hell until I was about 19 when I left my son's father, sure I was still going through some aftermath, with court and such with him, but I was finally at peace it seemed. At 20 I met my husband and I don't know why or how but knew he was the one and we got married within a 2 months of meeting each other, everyone called me crazy. But we will be married 3 years on the 20th and like any couple have been through our ups and downs. But I'd say the past 3 years have been the best years of my life. Everything seems to get better and better each year. I don't struggle with poverty like I did under 19, I haven't dealt with hurtful people anymore, etc. I got myself on my own feet before I met my hubby, ever since things have been better. And no I don't rely on him. I still make my own money and once he gets out the military in July I'm going to be supporting the family, which I'm fine with, he will be going to school.
Sorry to hear about the guy that's life is destroyed, he may be older than me but it seems he hasn't found himself nor how to defy his past to take over his life. I found myself at 19 and figured out how to not let negativity and my past take over my life. If it would help him I could explain what helped me in a private message to you. Basically your life can only be destroyed if you allow it. Also me blocking out the clairvoyance and such as much as possible probably helps, a psychic taught me how to do it. Now you say he is on the same track that I am on, what do you mean?
Oh my life isn't destroyed haha, quite the opposite. I grew up with a very bad childhood, if I tell people even a few things that I've been through they end up in tears (and I don't like doing that, I hate sympathy and don't like making people feel bad). I'd say my life was hell until I was about 19 when I left my son's father, sure I was still going through some aftermath, with court and such with him, but I was finally at peace it seemed. At 20 I met my husband and I don't know why or how but knew he was the one and we got married within a 2 months of meeting each other, everyone called me crazy. But we will be married 3 years on the 20th and like any couple have been through our ups and downs. But I'd say the past 3 years have been the best years of my life. Everything seems to get better and better each year. I don't struggle with poverty like I did under 19, I haven't dealt with hurtful people anymore, etc. I got myself on my own feet before I met my hubby, ever since things have been better. And no I don't rely on him. I still make my own money and once he gets out the military in July I'm going to be supporting the family, which I'm fine with, he will be going to school.
Sorry to hear about the guy that's life is destroyed, he may be older than me but it seems he hasn't found himself nor how to defy his past to take over his life. I found myself at 19 and figured out how to not let negativity and my past take over my life. If it would help him I could explain what helped me in a private message to you. Basically your life can only be destroyed if you allow it. Also me blocking out the clairvoyance and such as much as possible probably helps, a psychic taught me how to do it. Now you say he is on the same track that I am on, what do you mean?