07-04-2011, 22:52
Thank you for your kindness ! Actually I'm not hating my body but I've always been very ashamed of my breast, when they started to grow, some girls told me that they looked weird, then i got fatter and thought that they were ridiculously small compared to the rest of my body. I felt better about it when i lost weight and met my 'boyfriend', who finds me beautiful, but then my breast shrink and I felt bad about it once again. However, the little grow that I had already satisfies me. Also I don't really want to lose weight (even if the light on the pic makes me look thinner than I am), I'm just afraid of getting fat again so I watch my weight to remain under 60kg.
By the way, you shouldn't have been ashamed about the picture ! I understand you could be afraid of him showing it to friends, because I do, but you mustn't have been embarrassed about your body in front of him. I'm not in love with my boyfriend and we're going through a very special relationship but there's at least one thing I'm not afraid of, is him seeing me naked ! I'm sure he thought you beautiful and I believe that a relationship, and intimacy, allow us to let ourselves go and become more self-confident.
Back to NBE, I don't know if soy milk has had direct effect on my breast, you can't tell when doing multiple things, but I like to drink it, and since it's known to be both protein (not that much but still) and phytoestrogenic i believe it's good. I also try to add soy and fennel in vegetable form to my food. And cow milk, but I've always been a big milk drinker !
By the way, you shouldn't have been ashamed about the picture ! I understand you could be afraid of him showing it to friends, because I do, but you mustn't have been embarrassed about your body in front of him. I'm not in love with my boyfriend and we're going through a very special relationship but there's at least one thing I'm not afraid of, is him seeing me naked ! I'm sure he thought you beautiful and I believe that a relationship, and intimacy, allow us to let ourselves go and become more self-confident.
Back to NBE, I don't know if soy milk has had direct effect on my breast, you can't tell when doing multiple things, but I like to drink it, and since it's known to be both protein (not that much but still) and phytoestrogenic i believe it's good. I also try to add soy and fennel in vegetable form to my food. And cow milk, but I've always been a big milk drinker !