18-04-2011, 14:44
Thank you for the reply. You are totally right. I have seen the things you have pointed out, and although I can see it, I cannot get my mind to process it for what it actually is. I keep thinking "what if he is my soul mate and I just walk away and spend my life unhappy?" In this day and age its hard to find someone that you stay in love with for 15 years despite the many childish attempts we have both made to hurt each other. I don't know if its actually the relationship part that I'm hurting over or the fact that I have once again lost my best friend. To an extent, it is both and its also the girl he is with. Last year when he got with her he went from my go-to guy to the guy I tried to avoid due to his sudden hostility towards me because of her insecurities. I see it now too. I was very angry and revenge seeking last year but have opted to be more mature about it this time around... With that being said what sounds better, voodoo hex spell or bad luck gypsy curse? 