[bunnyday]

So all through high school and even now in college I've been told that I'm too thin (5'3 and 100 lbs) and need to gain weight. I've tried everything I can to gain weight, and it's just not happening. I've been on birth control for a year, in 3 different forms (pill, patch, now ring) but it took me 8 months to gain about 4 lbs and 4 months to lose 7 lbs. yeah. The weight loss is because of stress, but still Fortunately my breasts didn't shrink, but they're just... small. I've been pretty much the same size all over since I was 13 and I'm 19 now. I've been trying to eat different foods, I heard drinking more milk would help with both my weight and breasts... of course not. I've tried exercising to build appetite so I can eat more and gain weight... didn't work. I'm tired of people thinking I'm sick, and I hate having breasts too small to even fit into a junior XS (let alone look good in one!). I feel pathetic when I look at anyone else, because so few people have a chest like mine. I'm on another forum where I seriously have the smallest chest of any of the females there, and I feel even more insecure. I read about one girl who called her 34b breasts "ridiculous." wtf? I'd love to have 34b breasts. My 17 year old sister is 34b, her breasts are far from small.

I don't really know what to do now. I've heard about fenugreek, but I have no idea where to get that (North Carolina is not known for its abundant supply of fenugreek). I've also heard that it doesn't work. I keep hearing about this "BO" on here, but I have no idea what it is Is it safe for 19-year-olds, or would I have to wait until I'm in my 20s? Because I really doubt I'll grow much.