[Rachyl]

Good point.. and no, no sex change. Speaking of the other sex I am feeling upset of the unknown of my boyfriend, maybe I shouldnt read into it, he is the type he will say exactly what he feels so if he hasnt said its over yet, then I shouldnt worry, I think I should not call for a day or so he may need space. Sorry for venting this out but as I posted in another post dont have any friends except him, long story why to others that are reading this. but Rachyl. Hey I look at it this way I know I am awsome and to him I am, I dont look bad, and there are others out there for me, but of course he is awesome too.. so I will take it one day at a time. Ok coffee and cig break, yes I do those 2 things, probably the only one on here that does, but will have to cut way down on the coffee when I start the regimen.

Thank you Rachyl you seem like a really nice person.
Susan

I try to be. Just do what you want and don't change but what you want to change. Coffee is not bad in moderation. Cigarette may be bad if you go more than a pack a day. Hope he is all you say and he only need a little space. I'm sure you look beautiful. Anyway hope everything goes for you in the future. Maybe we can be chat friends here in the NB forum.

Rachyl