[sweetpea]

Pictures of naked women in his living room? That guy needs to grow up! Yea, you're a disgusting, vile guy, what does that prove? It sounds like he just wants to shock people for attention. If he really wants to look at that stuff, he could keep it on his computer like most other guys do! You don't need to feel bad about yourself. I think he thinks you are too good for him, which is why he tries to lower your self esteem. It doesn't matter if he is nice to you at other times, that may be his way of keeping you around. I mean, if he only said bad things you wouldn't stick around long enough for him to slowly destroy your self esteem. He needs you around and doesn't want you to leave. You should talk to him about it and say you never had low self esteem before you met him. If he truly cares about you, he'll stop doing things to hurt you! You don't want him to lower your self esteem any more right? If not, there are plenty of guys who would treat you right!