[twister_mama]

Thanks, Wahaika! I'll be sure to stop it at least two weeks prior to that procedure. Even though I started taking Borage Oil mainly to help with my allergies and asthma, I'm hoping it'll be helpful for my NBE program too. I read somewhere that if you have symptoms of higher androgens (like excess hair on your arms and acne) that Borage Oil was a better choice than EPO. The last thing I need is MORE acne. Been fighting that for over 20 years now. But if it will be detrimental to a BO program, I'll stop taking it indefinitely. I don't want to wreck whatever chances I have to actually grow a little. I suppose it will be helpful to see what kind of effect it had when I have to stop it for a couple weeks.

I've been having these deep aches in my breasts for the past couple days that feel like sore muscles way deep inside, but flexing the muscles doesn't hurt; and my breasts aren't tender or sore to touch or anything. Are these growing pains, even though my breasts aren't sore? Anyone else know what I'm talking about? Or do I just have a pinched nerve in my back??? I'm really praying something happens soon!

My husband and I were out shopping today, and as usual all the hoochies were out in full force with their plunging necklines and exposing cleavage everywhere I looked. It made quite a blow to my already-suffering self-esteem. I'm seriously considering surgery again, even though I REALLY don't want to go down that road. But I'm starting to lose hope.