[Bibi]

Well, you know, at the moment I´m not really sure what my own feelings are in this matter, so that might be a good thing. As for the time off to process emotions, I´ve noticed a lot of guys do that. Actually in this case I don´t really contact him, he´s the one who texts or emails me first most of the time.

But anyways, I´ve always been close with him so that´s what makes it more complex.
Before I got married we used to hang out a lot, I spend more time with him than with my ex husband. He was about to kiss me on several ocasions but never did. Then I went to live abroad for a couple of years and we emailed each other regularly. When I came back we still maintained contact and got together as friends once in a while, though I was with someone else (my ex). The year I got separated we started chatting every day, it was all sort of sexy. We also got together but I guess I just acted evasive (because things were just not clear in my marriage). Then I got divorced. Our contact became less intense, and after a while I tried to get in touch again but he was the one being evasive. Now, some months ago he went to live to another town and I told him I´d always been afraid of getting involved with him but that I wasn´t afraid anymore, and that´s how we started having this strange online relationship!

Okay, after writing this all down I feel like a complete bitch. It´s sort of clear why he wouldn´t rush into things with me, right? I hope y´all don´t tell me I deserve this but give me advice on how to win his trust.