[sweetpea]

I got an eating disorder too when I was 14. Before that, everyone said I had big boobs. I guess they weren't that big, but they were bigger than everyone else's my age. I started developing when I was 9. I was skinny when I was young too, but gained weight during puberty around age 8 and hated it! Everyone made comments too. After I lost weight, I lost all my boobs. I woke up one day and all of a sudden, I was an A cup! I still remember that day, it's crazy how it happened over night. Then I went bra shopping and the lady suggested a 34A bra to me and I felt insulted because I thought I was more like a C. I probably would have kept developing if I didn't have an eating disorder. Now when I gain weight, my boobs still don't grow back. I am thinking that I just messed up my hormone levels and need to get them back in balance to grow again, since I am supposed to have naturally big boobs.

My weight has gone up and down a lot since then and the shape of my boobs has changed. I used the noogleberry for a year and during that time my nipples got puffy. I know it is supposed to give us rounder boobs, but for me it did the opposite for some reason. I am now using progesterone cream and hope it makes my boobs rounder and my nipples less puffy. I started at 32AAAA, but all the NBE stuff I tried made me gain weight and now I'm about a 32A. Nothing made me grow boobs without gaining weight so far, but I am currently trying PM. I tried BO for 6 months previously and it didn't seem to work. I think the reason nothing worked is that maybe I need to get my progesterone levels in balance first.