05-10-2011, 22:07
You know, I'd be worried about the fact that he's screwing with my emotions except for the fact that I really think that he does love me. Most guys who are douchebags won't cry over a girl when things go awry. I could tell that he was crying the whole time we were talking...
However, his actions of course have said otherwise. We're both young (22), and he drinks quite a bit. Don't get me wrong, I do too but I keep my wits about me. He admitted last night that this ordeal has made him realize that he needs to change, a lot. He keeps telling me that he can change. He keeps telling me that he knows he made a huge mistake and he wants to prove to me that he can change and he can make me the happiest girl in the world. Half of me believes him, because he's just so damn sincere when he says everything. I really think that he means all of it, but the other half of me feels as though he's not going to follow through and that something like this will happen again.
I'm pretty sure that I was starting to fall in love with him too...
Fhfggtpfft. Love sucks.
However, his actions of course have said otherwise. We're both young (22), and he drinks quite a bit. Don't get me wrong, I do too but I keep my wits about me. He admitted last night that this ordeal has made him realize that he needs to change, a lot. He keeps telling me that he can change. He keeps telling me that he knows he made a huge mistake and he wants to prove to me that he can change and he can make me the happiest girl in the world. Half of me believes him, because he's just so damn sincere when he says everything. I really think that he means all of it, but the other half of me feels as though he's not going to follow through and that something like this will happen again.
I'm pretty sure that I was starting to fall in love with him too...
Fhfggtpfft. Love sucks.