[Anastasia916]

Hi Jori, I kind of had my suspicions since you joined here that you were a born male or a female wanting to be male. I don't think that's something to be ashamed of. There are many males on this board aspiring to become more feminine. I think honestly you have done alot though it might not seem like it as far as NBE goes. It's especially hard for born males. I've met some that never grew on herbs and whatnot then had to do hormone replacements and surgery. So for you to grow without having to do that is amazing in itself and you should be proud. Remember not everyone (even us biological females) can have amazing results like Cheryl, her situation was a bit different. She had hormonal issues, has been through trans surgery, so her growth is way amazing, I'm sure many ladies here are envious of her results.

So I think you just need some positive motivation, and that's what we are all here for is to help support each other. I can't tell you how many times in my (how long has it been now... 6 year!?) journey I wanted to throw in the towel and save for surgery or something. But I stuck with it and have grown quite a bit (though now I'm greedy that's another story haha).

My suggestion would be to read through all the successful programs here male or female and then see how hard they each worked to get what they got. NBE is NOT an easy journey, I can't stress that enough, it's not. You can make it easy on yourself by staying positive, but it's hard work and it's a roller coaster ride. I've had my ups and downs, still do. Then I come here and get motivated again.

All I'm trying to say really is don't give up, keep going!