[Lux]

Hello! I don't mean to feel down on my first post, I still smile! =)

Here's my emotional rant lol =p Just something to get off my chest (oh pun)

I usually don't let what other people say get to me, let alone do things to rectify whatever they think is wrong with me. So at first I thought I was doing this because I myself wanted to just be given a challenge, fit my bras better, change my look for the lolz...
I mean, whats the difference between NBE and tanning, wearing heels or plucking eyebrows? Neither alternative (small or large breasted, tanned or pale, short or tall, natural thick or sharp thin eyebrows, is actually 'better').

But, why does it hurt so much - if not, the most - to be teased about breast size?

Does anyone else struggle with the fact that they are solely doing this because of being teased by people etc.? These people don't know it, but it got to me so much!

I guess it's because most of my close friends are guys and I know they don't *entirely* mean it when they openly obsess about girls with large breasts but it happens A LOT and it gets annoying tbh. I also play video games with them and obviously all the girls in those games are skinny with F cup boobs. Yes, I'm so insecure, fictional characters can upset me lol.

I thought I just needed some empathy and some advice to 'get over' this. I really wish I am doing NBE for myself, and not for the opinions of a bunch of guys.

I feel particularly bad because I do have an amazing boyfriend and he thinks my breasts are the perfect shape and size.
(aaand the reason he is amazing isn't because he thinks the body part I'm most insecure about is great, though that would be a good bribe for the 'best bf award' lol, - he simply is too sweet!)

xx