[kipper]

I was teased a little bit in high school, mostly cause I hung out with guys and guys pay each other out and I was seen as another guy But recently i made a good friend over the internet (i was 21 at the time, he was 17) and i showed him my photos of trip to the beach and I had 1 photo of myself with a fish i caught in my bikini and his first comment was "haha you're flat chested" and that just took me back to high school and it made me really depressed .. especially from someone younger than me. My lack of self esteem really affects me & current relationship as well, to the point where i don't want to have sex because my body looks awful and i don't want to see any of it.. even though we share the bathroom get dressed around each other etc etc.. bah !!