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Picture Night YAY...

Update time....

I am on day 7 of my cycle so I ramped up on Zoft and Fenugreek...

I feel like I am not doing as much as I should for some reason, but I wanted to let my body get used to the herbs/supplements before I just went crazy and stalled out..

AM:
1 Zoft (mixed w/ reg gum to last longer)
1 310mg Hops
1 610mg FG

Afternoon:
Massage

PM:
2 Zoft (mixed w/reg. gum to last longer)
1 310mg Hops
1 610mg FG
Massage
2 hours of NB
Boobie Batter immediately after pumping
Blake Talks before sleep

I was using the pink massager from ebay but I think I cleaned some of the black rubber off and now it just feels like it is shocking my skin... I am upset too because on level 2 you can actually see the muscles contracting and releasing... It looks amazing because it is DEFINITELY involuntary because I tried to relax and it wasnt me doing it!!!

I am not sure if I will contnue to listen to Blake Talks because sometimes his suggestions get too sexual for me... It makes me kind of uncomfortable, I really liked the longer sessions but session 3 was weird for me and I am very open-minded and receptive but it seemed unnecessary....

Anywho... I am noogling right now and already took pictures before so I will be updating my pics for the END OF WEEK 1!!! (Milestone marker 1 lol)... After this I will update at the 1 month point... From my POV they look smaller now prior to pumping than they did last week. Its ok I am not looking to see ANY kind of sustained swelling or growth til about the end of the 2 month mark... I am just excited I am at a point where I am virtuous enough for this process!

Willing to wait, Not disappointed if nothing happens because I've learned to love ALL of me BUT hopeful for the best!!!