[jamielaframboise]

thank you for your responce i had a full hormonal work up by an endrocronoligist a cpl years back my dhea levels were high but the others were low i know awhile back i had estrogen dominance because i was developing fibrosystic breasts my pcos isint caused by insulin resistance i believe it was caused by low vitamin d. even when i did breast feed i had to supplement and one breast never produced near as much milk even now it dosent have as much come out of it in comparison showers ext. i can tell by the feel of it it is less developed its smaller and less full feeling especialy closer to the nipple. most of my pcos symptoms have mellowed out i no longer need anything to regulate my cycles since loosing the weight and taking a vitamin d supplement. my poor breasts r deflated and the skin is riddled with stretch marks. i was a 32 a before kids and after having 3 and gaining alot of weight one was a small 38 d the other a c and when i dried up well for the most part and loosing most of the weight im in the 34 b c range depending on the style of bra but because of the weight loss and breastfeeding the poor things just arent the same its very depressing. im also more of a pear than an hourglass so i dont feel proportanate. i guess i was kinda hoping that the BO would give my body the chance it never really had to develop and my slight prolactin levels would just cause me to develop more milk glands in the smaller breast. my fear tho is that it might behave oddly with me and just make matters worse. on i side note as odd as it sounds producing small amounts of milk dosent bother me probably because i had to struggle so hard through breastfeeding that its a reminder of all the work i did for my kids. so if i were to produce more milk but at the same time develop more tissue or deposit more fat id still be happy. i also relize that the cup size i mention sound big but in comparison to the rest of me they never were. at this point id be happy just to fill them back out and have them match closer in size to one another. well hopefully that helps fill in the gaps as far as my hormones n such