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I can't believe it's been such a long time since I updated my program. I wasn't feeling anything, in my boobs or any where else, so I tried upping the dosage little by little until I was taking the absolute maximum dose. In my opinion, if it were really having much of an effect on my hormones, than something should have happened, good or bad, somewhere in my body. It did not make me feel any different, affect my cycle, or anything. There initially was a little swelling, within the first two weeks or so, but it dissapeared and never came back, not even temporarily, except for the time I applied the hops topically. I also experienced midcycle pain and spotting when I took too much of the hops extract. Other than those two side effects, I may as well have been taking a sugar pill.

After that little experiment with high doses, I stopped cold turkey for a while and restarted on a super low dose, but nothing has changed. Wahaika himself has claimed that if the herbs are having an effect on you, you should experience some rebound swelling or breast pain when you stop cold turkey after taking a high dose. I didn't experience anything, and I'm beginning to think that continuing with this particular program would be delusional. I'm no where near ready to give up on BE, of course, but I think I may start fresh with a completely different program again. The noogling is so far the only thing that seemed to work, but I haven't noogled in ages, so I think I will reintroduce that into my program.