30-05-2012, 02:16
Hi,
Yay you joined the pumping club! i hope you have success, how was your first swell? Bet it was amazing!
I read you post about body image, to let you know you are not alone and I feel the same about the fact that a lot of the girls here are thin girls trying to get boobs whereas I’m big and trying to get boobs.
I have actually I got obsessed with weight over the past few months, I have got down to 135lbs 61kg, I started at 168, 76kg. this weight is actually good for my frame and BMI. problem is i wanted to lose a LOT more. But I have stopped because I was doing bad things to lose the weight. A few years back I suffered with an eating disorder, I was not anorexic but I had a very unhealthy relationship to food and eating and an awful perception of my body and got down to less that 50kg. few months ago it resurfaced and i was doing some of my old tricks. it co insides with my reduced activity on the site and my rant on my program page. but its ok i didnt fall in too deep. i have got out just in time.
New thing in my life for about a week:
I have discovered Raw Veganism. And I love it. eating as much as i want and i dont feel like im putting on weight although i think i have a little.
But you know what i think you are really beautiful, your photos always look really good you are very slim and you really dont need to worry. i think a lot of girls on here would kill to have your body, you have the boobs they want and the tummy. really dont make youself ill, its a horrible place to be in take it from me, i was thin, very thin but i was so unhappy and the worst thing was i couldnt see it, i thought i had fat on me so i didnt even enjoy the skinnyness.
dont do it you are beautiful just be healthy.
and it will destroy your boobs.
The pumping should bring your beasts back to pre-weight loss size quite quickly when they start retaining their swell so don’t worry, a few weeks and you will be fine. I lost all my progress but got it all back within a week on the pump.
good luck.
Yay you joined the pumping club! i hope you have success, how was your first swell? Bet it was amazing!
I read you post about body image, to let you know you are not alone and I feel the same about the fact that a lot of the girls here are thin girls trying to get boobs whereas I’m big and trying to get boobs.
I have actually I got obsessed with weight over the past few months, I have got down to 135lbs 61kg, I started at 168, 76kg. this weight is actually good for my frame and BMI. problem is i wanted to lose a LOT more. But I have stopped because I was doing bad things to lose the weight. A few years back I suffered with an eating disorder, I was not anorexic but I had a very unhealthy relationship to food and eating and an awful perception of my body and got down to less that 50kg. few months ago it resurfaced and i was doing some of my old tricks. it co insides with my reduced activity on the site and my rant on my program page. but its ok i didnt fall in too deep. i have got out just in time.
New thing in my life for about a week:
I have discovered Raw Veganism. And I love it. eating as much as i want and i dont feel like im putting on weight although i think i have a little.
But you know what i think you are really beautiful, your photos always look really good you are very slim and you really dont need to worry. i think a lot of girls on here would kill to have your body, you have the boobs they want and the tummy. really dont make youself ill, its a horrible place to be in take it from me, i was thin, very thin but i was so unhappy and the worst thing was i couldnt see it, i thought i had fat on me so i didnt even enjoy the skinnyness.
dont do it you are beautiful just be healthy.
and it will destroy your boobs.
The pumping should bring your beasts back to pre-weight loss size quite quickly when they start retaining their swell so don’t worry, a few weeks and you will be fine. I lost all my progress but got it all back within a week on the pump.
good luck.