[Doll]

I want to go bra shopping and feel great because I can wear big bras. And I think I'll feel more comfortable if I get any push-ups (I refuse to wear them now because it feels too false) because even if I don't wear one I'll still have boobs. I want to rock any outfit, girly or not, and have a gorgeous feminine shape.

Lol Actually, bra shopping only becomes worse once you get boobs. Because apparently they think it's rare for small-framed women to have big breasts (I think it's because most women are wearing the wrong bra size). I have the hardest time finding ANYTHING now. I think I'll only ever be able to find my size at Victoria's Secret Lol. And I'm the same with push ups. I hate them, they're full of lies, but I feel like now that I have boobs for once, it wouldn't be so much of a lie and it'd be ok to wear them (I might still not wear them until I get to my goal size, though, just because my boobs look small due to their shape, so it still feels like a bit of a lie).