[Doll]

Doll you were right, the fullness did come back! Like i said it's not a significant gain, but I know there has been some sort of change because my boyfriend noticed that they felt heavier (of course I never mentioned my NBE ambitions to him).

I'm currently starting my second month, and per your advice I plan to take a break for a few days monthly starting on my period.

how did growth progress during your first few months? you said you didn't grow much until the third, did it all sort of spring up at once?

and on an unrelated note, I dig your misty cosplay!

Lol Why, thank you!

My breast growth actually started out much the same way. Fullness, then nothing. Then fullness, then nothing. Then, fullness finally started turning into real growth! I also didn't have any properly fitting bras at the time and didn't want to waste the money on temporary bras, so I didn't have a good reference bra to really judge my growth. I couldn't tell exactly when I was growing and when I was just swelling. However, if you make sure you're wearing a proper bra size, you'll be able to see the changes much better (with my too-big band size, I had gapping no matter how big my breasts grew; I still had gapping in the top of my 36B even when I wa falling out of a 34C! The cups have the same volume, but are shaped differently, which causes the huge differences). I feel like in my second month I got slight growth, but really sprung up in my third month. And it may be different to you, although swelling so soon (especially the way you describe the fullness) is VERY good. I'm SURE you'll be growing for real soon.

I don't even know I went to doctors some time ago because the hot flashes were so bad and started spotting all month, they checked thyroid, hormones, even checked for cancer because of all symptoms....and they found nothing they said my hormones were fine but since the bleeding woulndnt stop and had ended up with anemia they gave me progesterone pills to hlp with spotting. They never said I lacked in progesterone so I don't know, I even went to a different doc for a second opinion and nothing, they just put me on BC. I have taken pc before it hlped somewhat, I still had hot flashes but not as bad. So Idk. They also told me no signs of early menopause or premenopause.

I was really thinking of getting massager. Glad its working for you.:-)

Hm, strange that they wouldn't mention progesterone deficiency and then put you on prog pills. That really seems like your problem, although of course, it could also be something else altogether. You can have menopausal symptoms without actually going through it, and this could point to either low progesterone or too high estrogen. And if you said PC did help a little bit, maybe you should consider getting back on it while you try to figure out the cause. That sucks going through all that at such a young age and not being able to get any answers. Look up the symptoms online on your own first, do a good bit of research, and then try to see another doctor. Tell him what your concerns are and make sure you get your results from any hormone tests. A lot of seasoned members here have gone through hormone tests themselves and will be able to tell you what to do to level your hormones. And there is a chance it's not hormones, too, so keep your mind open to anything it might be. I'm no doctor, so the only advice I can give is that there are a lot of crap doctors out there and sometimes even reading test results wrong is all that it takes to completely miss the problem. Good luck with everything! Oh, and if you try PC again, make sure it says Progesterone USP on the ingredients rather than progesterone made from wild yam. Also, make sure you continue to put it on a different, vein-y part of your body every day to keep the receptors from getting too plugged up in one spot!
Sorry I write so much, I just try to cover everything I can think of. ^^;