28-10-2012, 13:44
Hi Emily, this update I just wrote will probably answer your question:
Since I got my NB, I'm on a stall. I lost motivation, almost stopped massaging, feeling it was optional, and kept on stressing over each NB session skipped (i went from 0 to 2 hours a day, mostly 0). Yesterday I tried to massage for 10 real minutes, and remembered how powerful it is, seeing the swelling i got from it. I think NBE is more about the mental state you're in than the method you choose. You can't grow if you stop believing and do your routine like a drudgery, like I was doing those past months. The further I go the more I believe in self-love and body positivity; at least I, can't expect any change, weight loss or boobie grow, if I do it in a hateful, getting-rid-of-my-flaw way. Anyway, I'm back on track, and will make massage my key ingredient again.
I lost a lot of weight those last months, I'm currently 128lbs/58kg, last time I posted about it i was 143lbs/65kg, summer did its work on me. Of course, more of my upper chest fat vanished, I don't fill my bras as well as I did even a few weeks sooner, but I still kept a good size and this will be easily regained.
I probably haven't noted that I'm taking my herbal tea in the morning now, and've mixed it with masala chai tea. Plus, last time I went to buy herbs they were out of hops and the salesman advised me to replace it with lavender (i'm pretending to be buying it for the calming effect). So, my current tea is composed of black tea, ginger, cardamom, cinnamon, cloves, black pepper, licorice, fennel, aniseed, and lavender. I wanted to go up to taking it twice a day but drinking black tea in the evening is a very bad idea, so next time I'll buy supplies, I'll concoct two different teas. Morning one will basically be masala chai + licorice and fennel, while the evening one will be my old recipe + lavender. I'm reintroducing soy milk and'll drink a glass of it after both.
About the noogleberry, I got used to the XL cup, but if I knew it sucked this wide and that I didn't need the whole depth I would have bought a CL cup in the beginning. I'm using a similar trick to mummabear's nipple stopper (see here or here). Sorry the lotion + the clay make the pics look very dirty:
It really helps with the shape, my boob looks perky when I get the cup off. I know the depth may seem short but I don't want my boobs to get longer, I just need to fill in the extra skin. The only problem is I can't get a smooth top, as you can see the plastic bubbles and give me small painful hickeys (that's the main reason why I'm not regular on pumping). Tried cardboard instead of plastic but it soaks the lotion... If anyone has advice about this I'm listening.
Anyway, here's my current plan:
I'll come update more often to keep motivated.
Since I got my NB, I'm on a stall. I lost motivation, almost stopped massaging, feeling it was optional, and kept on stressing over each NB session skipped (i went from 0 to 2 hours a day, mostly 0). Yesterday I tried to massage for 10 real minutes, and remembered how powerful it is, seeing the swelling i got from it. I think NBE is more about the mental state you're in than the method you choose. You can't grow if you stop believing and do your routine like a drudgery, like I was doing those past months. The further I go the more I believe in self-love and body positivity; at least I, can't expect any change, weight loss or boobie grow, if I do it in a hateful, getting-rid-of-my-flaw way. Anyway, I'm back on track, and will make massage my key ingredient again.
I lost a lot of weight those last months, I'm currently 128lbs/58kg, last time I posted about it i was 143lbs/65kg, summer did its work on me. Of course, more of my upper chest fat vanished, I don't fill my bras as well as I did even a few weeks sooner, but I still kept a good size and this will be easily regained.
I probably haven't noted that I'm taking my herbal tea in the morning now, and've mixed it with masala chai tea. Plus, last time I went to buy herbs they were out of hops and the salesman advised me to replace it with lavender (i'm pretending to be buying it for the calming effect). So, my current tea is composed of black tea, ginger, cardamom, cinnamon, cloves, black pepper, licorice, fennel, aniseed, and lavender. I wanted to go up to taking it twice a day but drinking black tea in the evening is a very bad idea, so next time I'll buy supplies, I'll concoct two different teas. Morning one will basically be masala chai + licorice and fennel, while the evening one will be my old recipe + lavender. I'm reintroducing soy milk and'll drink a glass of it after both.
About the noogleberry, I got used to the XL cup, but if I knew it sucked this wide and that I didn't need the whole depth I would have bought a CL cup in the beginning. I'm using a similar trick to mummabear's nipple stopper (see here or here). Sorry the lotion + the clay make the pics look very dirty:
It really helps with the shape, my boob looks perky when I get the cup off. I know the depth may seem short but I don't want my boobs to get longer, I just need to fill in the extra skin. The only problem is I can't get a smooth top, as you can see the plastic bubbles and give me small painful hickeys (that's the main reason why I'm not regular on pumping). Tried cardboard instead of plastic but it soaks the lotion... If anyone has advice about this I'm listening.
Anyway, here's my current plan:
- morning
2 cups of green tea
1 cup of black tea, ginger, cardamom, cinnamon, cloves, black pepper, licorice, fennel
1 glass of soy milk
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30 to 50 dips
3 to 10 pull-ups
- midday
lunch
- afternoon
birth control pill
1 cup of hops, lavender, aniseed, licorice, fennel
1 glass of soy milk
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10mn of massage
pumping whenever possible
running whenever possible / 2h of karate twice a week
- evening
dinner
5 brewer's yeast tablets
1 salmon oil + borage oil + soy oil + carot oil pill
- night
7 to 10 hours of sleep
I'll come update more often to keep motivated.