01-11-2012, 20:36
I gave up with NBE sorry. i just got more into losing weight than gaining boobs. I am down to 56-57kg i started at like 75-77kg.
but something has changed now i have a man in my life again and I let him in on my old NBE activities even showed him my pump, he likes busty women so was kind of encouraging about trying to restart my program. thing is I want to do it for me not him. truth be told his interest did re-spark a desire tore try NBE but I still feel I have weight to lose so until I have got the body I want I don't see how an NBE program will have any effect because I will still be losing weight (I want to be 50kg). I suppose I could try and build habits in this time rather than aim for growth. habit is as important as results. I would like boobs I do miss them, they have really shrunk but they have stopped getting smaller so I think I am at their true size if you understand me. I am a lose B now but I have also gone down a band size so am a 36. I feel like making simple moves for this such as tea (I have some fennel, peppermint and spearmint from before) I bought some liquorice root today. I have also got more soy in my diet because I went Vegan for a while kind of slipped into Vegetarianism but I'm trying my best. the other thing I would do is massage which I have been doing for the last week and its working a bit I think they have a bit better shape.
But as I said I'm a bit wavering when it come to full on following an NBE program I want it for the right reasons and when i feel that i can grow. the reasons i had before were good, now I feel a bit pressured into it. Don't be surprise if its another couple of months before I make an appearance again. I want to be at my goal weight by March so maybe around then. if I get any boob action i will let you know.
you guys are and have have always been fantastic so thank you so much for building such a wonderful resource. I do hope to be in a place where I can start this journey again properly with you all. until then I hope you have the best of luck.
but something has changed now i have a man in my life again and I let him in on my old NBE activities even showed him my pump, he likes busty women so was kind of encouraging about trying to restart my program. thing is I want to do it for me not him. truth be told his interest did re-spark a desire tore try NBE but I still feel I have weight to lose so until I have got the body I want I don't see how an NBE program will have any effect because I will still be losing weight (I want to be 50kg). I suppose I could try and build habits in this time rather than aim for growth. habit is as important as results. I would like boobs I do miss them, they have really shrunk but they have stopped getting smaller so I think I am at their true size if you understand me. I am a lose B now but I have also gone down a band size so am a 36. I feel like making simple moves for this such as tea (I have some fennel, peppermint and spearmint from before) I bought some liquorice root today. I have also got more soy in my diet because I went Vegan for a while kind of slipped into Vegetarianism but I'm trying my best. the other thing I would do is massage which I have been doing for the last week and its working a bit I think they have a bit better shape.
But as I said I'm a bit wavering when it come to full on following an NBE program I want it for the right reasons and when i feel that i can grow. the reasons i had before were good, now I feel a bit pressured into it. Don't be surprise if its another couple of months before I make an appearance again. I want to be at my goal weight by March so maybe around then. if I get any boob action i will let you know.
you guys are and have have always been fantastic so thank you so much for building such a wonderful resource. I do hope to be in a place where I can start this journey again properly with you all. until then I hope you have the best of luck.