[elaine]

This is a good topic. I was never teased because of my small breasts, but for other things. Most of the time, strangers just called me generally ugly, and guys would chat about how disgusting it would be to have sex with me. When I got older there was one guy that wanted my telephone number...I was very flattered but in the end we both weren't in love.
That was the only good thing, because I also had a sex buddy..that called me ugly too. On a forum for BDD patients I asked someone for a honest opinion of me and he said "you don't have bdd. you are just ugly" and he put some sort of beauty mask over my face which showed that my eyes were too high and my chin too long. Next to the small breasts.
It had left me with grandiose, narcissistic fantasies about how I will be not only pretty, but the prettiest of all "one day".
I dream how I will be some super hot goth chick with size E breasts on the body I have now (it's not anorexic slim, but ok for me. Used to have anorexia and bulimia but recovered). Every guy will look twice at me, but I will kick all the assholes that used to call me ugly in the balls. And spit in their faces. *shudders with rage*
I know it will never happen, though. I am ugly and I will be ugly forever. The worst thing? I'm also dumb. And ambition-less. I have no talents apart from sleeping. And I'm batshit crazy, according to most.