16-03-2013, 18:45
Thank you very much for your reply jsbelle, those are sweet words.
Its strange, there are moments that i desire so much to feel sexy, but, im always voiding that, on reality i feel like i behave like a robo, always taking care of my behaves to not show any sexy movement, i avoid that ever when someone can see, but its so sad, its like and will never be able to act like i wish. The feeling that showing all this off should make pleople around me get crazy...
Its like if i start to behave more female girls would say things like "behave like you used to behave", "dont change", "you wanst that way", "thats not you", and boys i prefer to not give examples, but what they could say isnt the worst, what about what they can do? All the shi* that i had to hear when i was young and all that i passed, i dont want the lack of respect again, never.
Its strange, there are moments that i desire so much to feel sexy, but, im always voiding that, on reality i feel like i behave like a robo, always taking care of my behaves to not show any sexy movement, i avoid that ever when someone can see, but its so sad, its like and will never be able to act like i wish. The feeling that showing all this off should make pleople around me get crazy...
Its like if i start to behave more female girls would say things like "behave like you used to behave", "dont change", "you wanst that way", "thats not you", and boys i prefer to not give examples, but what they could say isnt the worst, what about what they can do? All the shi* that i had to hear when i was young and all that i passed, i dont want the lack of respect again, never.