[TibetanPrincess]

I can so relate to all! I am mixed enough to where many have called me a "yella girl." a few times I noticed when a black male was looking at me,many females who liked them would trash talk me and one time, a black female was jealous cause she liked a guy that liked me. Same story, she felt insecure so she made fun of me and said things like, "I got big titties, what she got?" "I look better than her." I never paid too much attention. But, now I believe I am the better looking one, but I could never pick on someone for it unless they really got in my face about. Lol!

My college friend would say "oh if you weren't so flat chested, you would look so hot in that." Or " you need breast implants," can you believe it? It hurt, even at age twenty something. She was about a c cup. But I always knew, she was jealous of me.

Ive heard people talk about me "she would be ok if she wasnt flat chested', 'as if id go near that, plus shes flat chested'. Funny thing is, none of that really bothered me. What really triggered my insecurity was when my boyfriends mates poked fun at him because his girlfriend 'didnt have any' breasts at all. So not only did i feel shiit about myself, i felt guilty that he was being made fun of. The worst, was when his friend brought his girlfiend over (she had huge breasts, but she was also bearing a larger waist..) she was really clingy and jealous whenever i spoke to her boyfriend, and apparently when i left, she made fun of me, and asked my boyfriend if he'd prefer a girl like her with 36D/E breasts (pretty sure she had at least a 40in band but whatever. ). Her big breasts clearly wernt all that awesome enough to keep her boyfriend interested anyway, her boyfriend finally opened his eyes to what a cow she was and dumped her. Ugh sorry for the rant! But yeah, my main reason for NBE is because of how other people have made me felt.