[Run.Rabbit]

I was teased A LOT throughout middle school and a little in highschool (mostly middle school though). It really got to me back then, and it was mostly by girls. Maybe a boy or two, but mostly the girls. Now, I'm confident it's because they were also insecure. Who isn't at that age? Once I got my first serious boyfriend in high school, my confidence quadrupled. Nobody could bring me down about how I look. In fact, pretty much everyone was jealous of him. I remember one day, I had been joking about my small breasts and he made a joke about them. It hurt, so I got mad and gave him the cold shoulder for a day. Later on, I explained to him that I can make fun of them because it's almost liberating for me but he can't make fun of them because then it's hurtful. Silly girl logic yes, but I still feel the same way today. :p

My most recent ex would CONSTANTLY comment about how small my boobs were, and how we wished they were bigger. It was bad. It took a huge knock on my self esteem, I honestly can't believe I stayed with him for 7 months. I know he did it because he was insecure. He wasn't the most attractive boy in the world, but I dated him because I thought I saw something. Funny thing is however, that after I broke up with him he chased me for two months. Sent me flowers, would call/text my friends about how much he loved me and etc. etc. All I did was laugh. It finally ended up with him showing up on my front porch drunk one night! I was asleep so my awesome roommate took care of it. Guess my small boobs weren't really that big of a deal after all!

I know that all my insecurities stem from my youth, and the way women are presented today in the media. Yet, I understand the beauty of a woman's supple body. I love the female form and I know that I am doing this for me. Granted, my boyfriend will enjoy the perks but I know that I have taken this path simply for my own self-image.

Good luck to you ladies to reaching your goals (: