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Haha I exaggerated a tad maybe it was for a couple of days I did that twitter search but now I stopped cause there is a solution.
What I'm gonna do when I get big boobs is make sure any potential boyfriend or partner is into flat chested girls first, or hasn't got a history of making remarks on flat chested girls (trust me ill find out if he has )! That way when he finds out I have big boobs it'll be like a reward for him haha! (I'm planning on hiding my chest melons not showing them off )
I don't want to have to date someone who has made fun of flat chested girls or makes fun of them! If I do that that'll be like a reward for him and he'll carry on doing it!
Don't like judgemental people, and especially men since it affects us women so much!
If I see a guy making rude remarks on a flat chested girl, ill butt right in and defend her too! Shallow and insensitive guys boil my blood

This is sure a pretty depressing subject. I didn't have anyone teased me about my small chest, partially most Asian girls are small chest too. I also went to top Engineering school so not much of girls either and boys they are mostly geeky nerds so they dont care you got boobs or not. I once dated this white boy he said I had a small chest but we never discussed about it. For sure, it did bother me a tad as most of his girl-type-friends got big C or so. I was the one broke up with him over and over due to his obessive PDA not cuz of chest insecurity.
Then when I got out of College and be independent, own houses myself at early 20's, it built up my self-esteem pretty much... not until I lost both of my parents couple years ago and then started seeing someone a lot YOUNGER than me during this vulnerable time. He did not say anything about my boobs as both of his EXs had big breasts. He is not the cause why I want to grow, but due to my new Mexican Neighbor adult daughters were the one make me want to grow my boobies... They said a lot of things awfully enuf to make me to take them to Court along calling the cops on them. I consider that as bully, abusive varbal behaviors and need to be stop at all costs...

BTW, if you know this causes mental break down, why think, search, google for it? I play a lot of different musical instruments, some of my traditional one literally have a lot of sad lyric tune that when I played, I could easily make people cry along. I gradually stop playing it as it affects my mental psychological thinking. I now only practice piano & violin but only to the happy, upbeat, disco songs I dont even listen to broken heart songs for the last 15 yrs Think positive is always help.

-Victoria