20-05-2013, 01:48
Doll--
It may be a huge and difficult decision to make, but if it is the right one, it should be a relief for you... and that is the way it is sounding at least to me. I am so very happy for you! It completely makes sense now, in retrospect, to look back on how down you were on yourself despite all your feminine gains. It is great that you know now what you really need to do for your own happiness and stop unknowingly torturing yourself. Between discovering the benefits of your thyroid medication and now this, things are certainly looking up for you!
By the way, just a side note, but I am a little jealous
I was talking to a girl in the gym a couple weeks ago about how difficult it is for a woman to obtain that "woman perfect" physique because it requires a growth of fat AND muscle in specific locations, and a loss of fat in specific locations, and as you know this is a difficult quest to conquer... but men only have to really gain muscle and lose fat, as far as a great looking masculine physique is concerned. I hate how what is expected of women is to be in shape, yet have enough fat in the right places.... 
But for men, what is expected is to just be in shape! With your determination, I am sure you will get that figure you are looking for soon enough! I do hope that you will keep us updated on your progress on this journey. Thank you for all that you have contributed to the plethora of information on this board towards getting a more womanly body. We are all here to support you in achieving your new goal 
I am so jealous that now you mostly have to worry about testosterone (which from the sounds of it, you already have plenty!) and building muscle and losing fat!! I will be honest to say that I hate this boobie-growing stuff... I like being fit and in shape, but I find messing with my hormones and decreasing my testosterone and trying to not lose too much fat (due to being afraid of losing it off of my bust) to be conflicting with my "getting in shape" goals. Hopefully this new journey for you should be not only more rewarding for you, but also hopefully easier!! Hopefully 
Doll, you can be whatever you want to be, I truly believe that our bodies are all malleable and are always changing. Good luck, and keep us posted! We are all here for you.
It may be a huge and difficult decision to make, but if it is the right one, it should be a relief for you... and that is the way it is sounding at least to me. I am so very happy for you! It completely makes sense now, in retrospect, to look back on how down you were on yourself despite all your feminine gains. It is great that you know now what you really need to do for your own happiness and stop unknowingly torturing yourself. Between discovering the benefits of your thyroid medication and now this, things are certainly looking up for you!
By the way, just a side note, but I am a little jealous
I was talking to a girl in the gym a couple weeks ago about how difficult it is for a woman to obtain that "woman perfect" physique because it requires a growth of fat AND muscle in specific locations, and a loss of fat in specific locations, and as you know this is a difficult quest to conquer... but men only have to really gain muscle and lose fat, as far as a great looking masculine physique is concerned. I hate how what is expected of women is to be in shape, yet have enough fat in the right places.... But for men, what is expected is to just be in shape! With your determination, I am sure you will get that figure you are looking for soon enough! I do hope that you will keep us updated on your progress on this journey. Thank you for all that you have contributed to the plethora of information on this board towards getting a more womanly body. We are all here to support you in achieving your new goal I am so jealous that now you mostly have to worry about testosterone (which from the sounds of it, you already have plenty!) and building muscle and losing fat!! I will be honest to say that I hate this boobie-growing stuff... I like being fit and in shape, but I find messing with my hormones and decreasing my testosterone and trying to not lose too much fat (due to being afraid of losing it off of my bust) to be conflicting with my "getting in shape" goals. Hopefully this new journey for you should be not only more rewarding for you, but also hopefully easier!! Hopefully Doll, you can be whatever you want to be, I truly believe that our bodies are all malleable and are always changing. Good luck, and keep us posted! We are all here for you.