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I personally think you look a bit bigger and I'm not just saying that to up your confidence I'm saying it cause it's true. I am concerned though on how many things you are taking. I read less is best. Look at this blog she is wonderful and may even help you out. You can ask her all sorts of questions and she has tons of NBE articles:
http://naturalremedysite.blogspot.com/p/articles.html

You're very lucky to have the guy you do and yes he loves you very much and loves you for you. All of you.