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Hi! First, i am so glad i found this forum but even more happier to find this thread. I am 29, a mother of 2, i have a 5 yr old girl and a 16 month old boy. I breast fed my daughter for almost 2 yrs and my son for 10 months I stopped breastfeeding January of this year. I am 5'1, weighs around 105lbs, Asian. I was a good 32B pre pregnancy, 32D during my first pregnancy and my 1st breastfeeding, after that my breasts went down to a 32A. I went to 32C during my 2nd pregnancy. After weaning, my boobs deflated to an AA!!! Not only that, i was soooo skinny, weighed around 90-95 lbs. After having my son, i hated my body, it was ssoooo straight i lost my curves!! I never had big boobs but i was content having a full and erect 32B before getting pregnant. But they went down to being flat and even my ass!!! I lost a lot of hair too, i hated how my face looked, and my skin no matter how often i put on moisturizers it was ssoooo dry and aged looking, with an overly stretched tummy. I was soooo depressed that i was even desperate to have a boob job until i found this site! This forum was my lifesaver. It led me to read about my "why's?" about my hormonal imbalance, insomia, depression, mood swings, why i always blame my husband (lol) about everything..why i was soo unhappy even lost my sex drive (whew!). I have been lurking and reading and researching for over 2 months now. I started my herbs journey last June, and I officially started my PM routine last month. I do massage with flax seed in the morning and night and noogle after. I try to do the chi massage combined with a little bit of fat transfer massage. I also take other supplements like msm, vit c, collagen, multi vits, vit b6, calcium and my newly added- magnesium. And thanks to one of the members here, Autumn, because of her, i realized that I was wearing a wrong size of bra. I who has soggy/deflated breasts from breastfeeding benifited that wearing a perfect size band (tight fit) and a one cup size bigger than yours will perfectly hold your breast and enhance its shape. Geez, i wish i can explain pretty good how she did about scooping the fats around your boobs into the cups, etc. i'll try to look for that thread she wrote. That, and with the massage, and the herbs, I had growth. I'll be staying in tune on this thread to get more helpful tips with mommies like me this is brilliant!