[Jessica.jj]

well I have no idea where to start, so I guess first things first
I am starting my journey again as Jessica, (sigh) yes this means that I am trans !
yes I choose this absolute hell of a journey to hopefully find peace in my life at some point
so far I have never been truly happy in life, not really sure if i will ever find the happiness that i look for. i have been married and quickly divorced, i came out to all my friends and family, which to say the least didnt go well, i had lost my friends except a few
my family tolerates my decision to transitition but does not accept it, kinda took a two year absence from life after I was assaulted. pretty much just gave up on life after that.
well i hope i can find some help here at least until I can afford to see a therapist again to get my letter for hormones
I have been pretty dumb in the past trying overseas hormones via the net
ended up in the hospital a few times in doing so, not the smartest thing I've done in life
I kinda want to see what natural remedies can do for me and hopefully not end up in the hospital again
well I'm sure Ill be chatting with you soon
I'll try to keep updating as I can