01-10-2013, 04:14
haha yeah i remember seeing him on the man show, it was a 100,000 dollar bet, i need to learn to play black jack lol. I already know my girlfriends reactions to these things based on countless gauged reactions, thats why it worries me, but i feel i just need to do what I need to do, and the rest will fall in to place even if things seem to fall out of place in the process. If i told her I wanted to know what its like to be a girl she would instantly revert back to my statement of trans from 1.5 years ago and probably hit the ceiling with emotion and anger that I have been "lying to her" shes very my way or highway and has had a past of men who lied and abused her and i guess thats why i dont want to risk hurting her by telilng her this showing her that I am a good guy and a good guy for her even if i am a lil off my rocker lol