07-10-2013, 17:38
I feel the exact same way. I am a super anxious person and a tight wad with money, especially since I am working a few photography/MUA gigs every now and then with nothing else in between because I am in school full time.
When I first started I was OBSESSED. I would wake up every morning an read the forums, I researched like crazy. I listened to Rockmelon ringtone obsessively. My fiance has been really supportive of me and has bought pretty much all my supplements because otherwise I would be broke.
We are about to get our first house and we both have a good amount of student debt that needs to be paid off and sometimes I feel really guilty about spending money on this stuff when half the time I'm not even doing it right. I am super self destructive in high stress situations unfortunately and I have ended up doing things that I thought might screw up my body if I didn't take a break from nbe for a few days.
You are not alone!
When I first started I was OBSESSED. I would wake up every morning an read the forums, I researched like crazy. I listened to Rockmelon ringtone obsessively. My fiance has been really supportive of me and has bought pretty much all my supplements because otherwise I would be broke.
We are about to get our first house and we both have a good amount of student debt that needs to be paid off and sometimes I feel really guilty about spending money on this stuff when half the time I'm not even doing it right. I am super self destructive in high stress situations unfortunately and I have ended up doing things that I thought might screw up my body if I didn't take a break from nbe for a few days.
You are not alone!