23-10-2013, 19:16
(This post was last modified: 23-10-2013, 20:01 by TibetanPrincess.)
I know this thread is kinda old.
Its true, we aren't here on this earth to persue our own happiness, but to please the one that created us. Because you can have everything in this world, but its so superficial and if you don't have God and Jesus or your spiritual peace, you will feel unfulfilled. I know too many people who don't have their spiritual peace but have everything they have ever wanted out of life, but that something was missing.
Why is it that the small things matter so much to us??? I am so baffled by this. I get so down of the thought of not reaching my nbe goal to be perfectly balanced from top to bottom. Like it really fucking matters. While some of you genetic males are struggling to find that perfection of physical balance of both male and female characteristics! It all doesn't really matter!!! At all!
I read my Bible nightly and it is consistent in saying, these things of the flesh are not true happiness. And its true. Its the first thing that is stripped from us; our bodies, material things of this life. While its understandable that its sought by all of us to enjoy it while we have it, we need to get over ourselves! We have for centuries been imbedded with ABOMINATED GENES! We are not what we are supposed to be; what God had originally intended us to be because of all the nasty things we put into our bodies and therefore it starts in the womb from generation to generation and then the abominating exposures in our upbringing. So some of us come out like this, that and the other and a mix of all sorts.
We are blessed we have our minds and not paralyzed and confined to seat. We are so worried about how we are portrayed, accepted and how we feel about ourselves. Its getting ridiculous (speaking for myself here). Now I'm annoying my damn self with these superficial goals.
I wish I could turn back time, knowing what I know now, I'd be putting only the purest things in my body. For those who struggle with their gender bending identities, I'd say accept yourself internally and choose A SEX for your outside. Its easier that way. God made a man's body beautiful and a woman's body beautiful, its what was intended unless you truly are a Herma. Why feel like you have to blend the two. Dick and tits, it just seems so complicated with knocking down T to get more fem, but not so much to the point were it shrinks your testes or kills your libido. Wouldn't it just be easier to fully transition to the opposite sex or stay the way you are and find someone who accepts you for your ways and your feminine heart?
If your fem (identity speaking) go all the way, if its what you really desire and have no ill feelings about that part of you. I'd say go with the dominating gender sex. Don't feel like you have to physically blend the two as you are IT anyway on the inside, spiritually.
Sometimes I feel like its a test. I had a visit recently from Satan (I get these every now and again), and he brought up the fact that I wanted my breasts to grow a certain size(my desire), that basically, I would be getting shit for that by GOD. I thought it was strange that of all things, that's what was brought up. Almost as if, if I were really serving God, I wouldn't be so concerned and obsessed with my breasts! Before, it was the fighting with my mom, but since then, things have been good between us so Satan doesn't talk crap about that any more.
So yeah, that comment about Paul in the bible is most likely true, I believe. You have to really think about it. Why would someone that is superficially attached to their gender identity not get into heaven? Because its just that, superficial, thing of the flesh. Like those who love and live for money, like those who adorn themselves with jewels and cant give them up (extreme coveting, lol!). Its petty and ridiculous, but that's just it, you are not a Holy Spirited being if you are imbedded in superficial things and superficial behavior.
I know, it sounds sooooo narrow minded!
That is what that is- and that is for both male and female. You don't have to be feminized male or a masculine female. You just have to be superficially tied to the things of the flesh. One may call it a personality trait but its not, its a displeasing habit to God (according to the bible), because spiritually, we are genderless. Its hard to fathom, that is what I'm getting from the Bible and what I have also heard others say.
I feel like I have an inner male and have made peace being fully female on the outside and biologically. Shit gets complicated when you start to alter mother nature's plan and God's intention for us thriving as human beings (for those of you who believe in Christ's teachings)
Its true, we aren't here on this earth to persue our own happiness, but to please the one that created us. Because you can have everything in this world, but its so superficial and if you don't have God and Jesus or your spiritual peace, you will feel unfulfilled. I know too many people who don't have their spiritual peace but have everything they have ever wanted out of life, but that something was missing.
Why is it that the small things matter so much to us??? I am so baffled by this. I get so down of the thought of not reaching my nbe goal to be perfectly balanced from top to bottom. Like it really fucking matters. While some of you genetic males are struggling to find that perfection of physical balance of both male and female characteristics! It all doesn't really matter!!! At all!
I read my Bible nightly and it is consistent in saying, these things of the flesh are not true happiness. And its true. Its the first thing that is stripped from us; our bodies, material things of this life. While its understandable that its sought by all of us to enjoy it while we have it, we need to get over ourselves! We have for centuries been imbedded with ABOMINATED GENES! We are not what we are supposed to be; what God had originally intended us to be because of all the nasty things we put into our bodies and therefore it starts in the womb from generation to generation and then the abominating exposures in our upbringing. So some of us come out like this, that and the other and a mix of all sorts.
We are blessed we have our minds and not paralyzed and confined to seat. We are so worried about how we are portrayed, accepted and how we feel about ourselves. Its getting ridiculous (speaking for myself here). Now I'm annoying my damn self with these superficial goals.
I wish I could turn back time, knowing what I know now, I'd be putting only the purest things in my body. For those who struggle with their gender bending identities, I'd say accept yourself internally and choose A SEX for your outside. Its easier that way. God made a man's body beautiful and a woman's body beautiful, its what was intended unless you truly are a Herma. Why feel like you have to blend the two. Dick and tits, it just seems so complicated with knocking down T to get more fem, but not so much to the point were it shrinks your testes or kills your libido. Wouldn't it just be easier to fully transition to the opposite sex or stay the way you are and find someone who accepts you for your ways and your feminine heart?
If your fem (identity speaking) go all the way, if its what you really desire and have no ill feelings about that part of you. I'd say go with the dominating gender sex. Don't feel like you have to physically blend the two as you are IT anyway on the inside, spiritually.
Sometimes I feel like its a test. I had a visit recently from Satan (I get these every now and again), and he brought up the fact that I wanted my breasts to grow a certain size(my desire), that basically, I would be getting shit for that by GOD. I thought it was strange that of all things, that's what was brought up. Almost as if, if I were really serving God, I wouldn't be so concerned and obsessed with my breasts! Before, it was the fighting with my mom, but since then, things have been good between us so Satan doesn't talk crap about that any more.
So yeah, that comment about Paul in the bible is most likely true, I believe. You have to really think about it. Why would someone that is superficially attached to their gender identity not get into heaven? Because its just that, superficial, thing of the flesh. Like those who love and live for money, like those who adorn themselves with jewels and cant give them up (extreme coveting, lol!). Its petty and ridiculous, but that's just it, you are not a Holy Spirited being if you are imbedded in superficial things and superficial behavior.
I know, it sounds sooooo narrow minded!
That is what that is- and that is for both male and female. You don't have to be feminized male or a masculine female. You just have to be superficially tied to the things of the flesh. One may call it a personality trait but its not, its a displeasing habit to God (according to the bible), because spiritually, we are genderless. Its hard to fathom, that is what I'm getting from the Bible and what I have also heard others say.
I feel like I have an inner male and have made peace being fully female on the outside and biologically. Shit gets complicated when you start to alter mother nature's plan and God's intention for us thriving as human beings (for those of you who believe in Christ's teachings)