[Jenniferlove]

I guess for me, I could tell that I was not "perfect" to him as he was saying. Sure it could have been self-esteem issues or lacking confidence that drove me to NBE, who knows? But he would pay almost no attention to my breasts, no comments, nothing. As I have written, they were just *there*. Yes, he would say I was perfect though and that is very kind of him because who doesn't want to feel beautiful and perfect to the love of their life? My ass always got MORE than enough love . But I wanted love in other places too, ya know? So as I have grown, I do wonder if my confidence is growing too and that is partially why I am getting more attention there?

But yeah, if he had said something along the lines of "You're perfect but I wish your breasts were larger" 1) I would have dumped his ass for being a superficial asshole and 2) I would have gone right back at him with how HE is lacking. It wouldn't have been a pretty picture. So I do believe it's best to not nitpick the imperfections.

Look at this world we live in. "Perfection" is plastered everywhere, even though it usually isn't real. Whether it's photoshopped images or people with plastic surgery, it has raised the bar tremendously for us. Having a shallow boyfriend only would make the situation worse.

I noticed I wasn't getting attention in places where I wanted it so I took matters into my own hands. My bf's 2 cents would not have been appreciated if it was negative.