[lora]

ok, now i wanna tell you some great news and some bad ,

the great news is that i found my moms' old heater and it's great in warming my room to make it suitable for my massage

the great news also that i think this massage i shared its video before is working with me as it's like a fat transfer and also i don't have a lot of fats at my upper body but this point between my arms and chest was slightly swollen as it's storing some fats, and by using it and trying to transfer its fat to my breast just as the video , i notice that my breast gets some rounder and fullness , and this point of swollen is about to diminish

i'm not sure actually is this roundness and fullness is due to this massage, hypnosis, pc, or because that i gained 1 kg

anyway it's the time to let you know about the bad news too.

first, my fats swollen point between my arms and chest is about to diminish and i don't have more fats at my upper body or even my stomach to transfer to my breasts .

second my noogleberry didn't arrive till now.

third my dim and calcium d glucarate supply has ran out and it will take at least 3 weeks to have them again .

another bad news that i feel one of my breast is slightly getting down and isn't in the same line of my another breast, i'm afraid that this happened because of my massage i may be doing it wrong to this breast or exerting unsuitable pressure downwards so it made my breast like this

and my measurements still didn't change, and i also have doubt that i might have a pcos

no problem this all is not meaning that i'm gonna surrender as i don't have another choice such as breast implants and i also don't have anything to lose , just some cm or inch to gain if i'm lucky