[travbm]

One time I was this girl and I told everyone one I was pregnet when I wasn't. Things just spiraled out of control I don't know who I was at the time but I regreted it for some time now. I ran away and changed into a man because of it.

I was a total slut when ever I was this hot sexy girl. I did this movie where I stripped off my shirt and made out with this guy but I let him fondle my breast while kissing me. I was really stupid for doing such a film. I can't remember much about it now but I am afraid I did worse.

I don't know for sure how many men I had Sex with when I got turned into a woman. I am scared I may be stuck in a bad situation or place if I turn into a sexy woman again.
I really wish I did not marry my husband and I regret that I might have had multiple husbands.

I can't remember everything and put all of the pieces of my sorted life together.

I regret ever being a witch or having something to do with witchcraft, demons, satan and so on.



I really regret that contract I made with satan. I regret all the things I ever did that were dumb.

I do not like thinking they messed with my mind or body with those strange red beams or light that went through my cieling to my head. I am not sure what that alein or demon was doing on top of me doing some psychic krap to me. I can't put everything together right now but mainly stay away from any blonds that say they are satan and stay away from any odd UFOs. I guess this is a warning for anyone and also don't try to make deals with the devil.

I just want peace and truth and light. I need some anchor to reality and truth and life. Jesus, I am for sure messed up. I need a living truth and holy spirit to dig me out of the snow and blurryness that has become my life.