07-01-2014, 16:10
Welcome ayesha!
First off suicide is never the answer. Take that option and get it out of your head. You are a person put on this earth for a reason.
The hard part about improving yourself is accepting who you are now.
Who you are now is not what you want to be and most, if not all of us here understand that. BUT- be happy with WHO you are even if you are not happy with your physical condition.
Improving yourself takes time.
I have been on a journey to improve myself that has taken shape over the past couple years and within the past 6 months has really started to pay off.
I now have a lifestyle of eating healthy, exercise, and taking care of my overall well being. NBE has become part of my life now also. I know the massages are good for my health and that is a mental benefit to NBE right away!
Overall I have lost weight in places I did not need the weight, become stronger both physically and mentally, and I have a much brighter outlook about myself.
Now, are my hormones all where they should be? Not yet.
Do I still have problems with dark chin hair that I have to deal with? Yes.
Would I like to be a C cup instead of a B cup? Yes.
Do I want to still lose more weight? Yes.
BUT- Is this my life? YES! And I choose to improve myself because I was put on this earth for a reason. I choose to be the best person I can while I am on this earth.
Life is beautiful, embrace it, chase it, choose to change if you need to.
BUT- always be happy with WHO you are!
First off suicide is never the answer. Take that option and get it out of your head. You are a person put on this earth for a reason.
The hard part about improving yourself is accepting who you are now.
Who you are now is not what you want to be and most, if not all of us here understand that. BUT- be happy with WHO you are even if you are not happy with your physical condition.
Improving yourself takes time.
I have been on a journey to improve myself that has taken shape over the past couple years and within the past 6 months has really started to pay off.
I now have a lifestyle of eating healthy, exercise, and taking care of my overall well being. NBE has become part of my life now also. I know the massages are good for my health and that is a mental benefit to NBE right away!

Overall I have lost weight in places I did not need the weight, become stronger both physically and mentally, and I have a much brighter outlook about myself.

Now, are my hormones all where they should be? Not yet.
Do I still have problems with dark chin hair that I have to deal with? Yes.
Would I like to be a C cup instead of a B cup? Yes.
Do I want to still lose more weight? Yes.
BUT- Is this my life? YES! And I choose to improve myself because I was put on this earth for a reason. I choose to be the best person I can while I am on this earth.
Life is beautiful, embrace it, chase it, choose to change if you need to.
BUT- always be happy with WHO you are!
