17-03-2010, 19:39
Hi everyone, the date went quite well thanks for asking, i was nervous but i got through it ok, i seen the guy a couple more times but it ended up not going to well and he was abit of a sleeze ball and kind of used me, which was very upsetting at the time but you live and learn lol, but atleast it confirmed that i do like men, very much lol. It is strange how my feelings have changed and i still look back sometimes and think when did all this happen lol the thought of finding a man attractive would have felt very alien to me a year or so ago yet it feels so natural now like this is how i have always felt lol i dont really know how it has happened lol. I still look at women and think they are beautiful or they have a nice body and things like that but i dont feel as attracted to them anymore in a sexual way which i find strange but again normal. When i was a straight male i could go in a changing room with other men and feel nothing yet if i was with a naked women i would feel attracted to them and excited lol but looking at a woman now does nothing so i am still unsure if i am attracted to women or not lol all very strange lol. Anyway thanks for the interest everyone.
Hugs Cheryl xxxx
Hugs Cheryl xxxx