[ItMeansPure]

Hello NotSoBusty,

I think its hilarious when you read something on a post then go into reading a persons whole program in depth and after all that time can not remember who it was!!! LOL...

Anywho... I was looking for Latavi last week and couldn't find it... Latavi's ingredients are HIGHLY guarded but I used it many years ago (radio ad) and more than the pills I liked the cream... Recently during a PM cream search the website miracurously popped up in my side suggestions... Still says nothing about whats in it (this makes me nervous)... But considering the way I found the site again I thought maybe if by chance PM was in it I wanted to try a PM cream... Its very expensive (for my needs) and I dont think you can buy the cream separately...

Let me know how that pumping technique works out for you, my left boob is the smaller one, it is also FLAT near the cleavage line about a half inch in... since I have been overlapping past the cleavage line I can see that area start to fill in slightly (no tissue im sure but I see the skin growing matching the right side)... I can't wait to start my program and get my NB system... Im sure it'll be here by wednesday!!!!

Happy Growing!

[Rosance]

How can Fennel halt NBE?
I am planning on adding Fennel to my program...I want more information on this

[NotSoBusty]

Rosance, I am a little confused on this, as well! As far as I know, fennel increases prolactin (swelling) as well as progesterone. However, on Isabelle's thread she explains how fennel can halt growth, even though it doesn't make much sense to me. Too much progesterone can halt growth, is what I gathered. Here is a helpful link, because I can't find the original one:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=9786&pid=35037#pid35037

I guess we'll just have to keep looking.

I need to vent and share a story with you ladies, because I have been feeling so down in the dumps today. For a little background, I have this "friend", and friend is in quotations because I can't really consider him a friend because he is so horrible to me. He is my best friends roommate, childhood friends with my boyfriend, and we used to be really good friends, as well, but he has truly become one of the biggest assholes I have ever known in my life. He says the most hurtful things to people, and basks in his own arrogance and believes, to the core, that he is better than everyone else. He is always the one to make rude comments about my body, even though he has never and will never see me naked, so it will never matter to him. However, clearly it matters to me.
ANYWAY, today he just did something so hurtful. I woke up this morning to a post from him on my facebook wall, and it is a link to 27 pictures of scantily clad women with huge breasts and beautiful cleavage. What in the world was he thinking putting that on my wall? Why in the world would I want to look at that? It was just so downright mean, and I felt so horrible about myself and my small breasts all day. Luckily I watched two movies in two of my classes today and it was pitch black, because I definitely cried in class thinking about it.
Those women were so well endowed, and it just made me realize how far I have to go to look like that, and it made me feel like the gains I have made are so insignificant. Don't get me wrong, I am VERY happy with how far I have come, but it seriously hurts for someone to blatantly attack my biggest insecurity, which is no secret to him. He knows I am insecure about my small boobs, yet he still says really rude things about them all the time.

I guess all I can do now is keep pumping, and keep on trucking along with my program. Talk about a confidence killer though...

ugh, SO MEAN!!

I recently bought large domes from the NBE marketplace (thanks jam!!!) and I can't wait to get them. I think it will give me a little "boost" to use them after I pre-pump with my mediums.

[NotSoBusty]

Rosance!! I found the original links regarding fennel dosage and growth:

It was under Gilly's new program, and Alicia wrote about it:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=11206&highlight=fennel+400+mg

and she provided two links, one of them being the link to Isabelle's post on BelaBrasil's thread:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=9142&pid=32102#pid32102

Which, FINALLY, gives a link to Isabelle's post on her own thread!!:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=7984&pid=31800&highlight=fennel#pid31800



WHEW. Can't believe I was able to pull that off! Love this forum!

[NotSoBusty]

Oh, and this is why I want both the medium and the large domes. This is the method to my madness!

http://www.noogleberry.com/forum/index.p...258.0.html

[gilly]

Hi Notsobusty,

I just wanted to comment and say that you are completely right in that that guy is an asshole, and you don't deserve his sh*t. There is NO reason for him to do those things except to hurt you. Trust me when I say so many positive and great things will happen to you and you will feel soooo much better once you remove negative people like him from your life. He at least needs to know that he can't continue to do those things if he wants to stay in your life. Take control, Notsobusty! I would honestly immediately block anyone who did that to me on facebook. Not matter if he's friends of friends, no body should be trying to control others like that.

Sorry if I'm coming across as really harsh here, but I can't stand to hear these things! It makes me so angry! But it really is out of love for you, and you need to hear that you are worth sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much more than this guy makes you feel like.

[Isabelle]

Just wait what the large domes will do. Revenge is sweet, certainly if it sticks out 4 ". Pump before you go there, drink GR tea, and skin brush. As it says in the translation from Chiyomilk's page, the man who started her is totally insignificant now

[NotSoBusty]

Thank you ladies so much! This forum is such a wealth of inspiration and support.

Gilly, no worries! You are not being harsh at all, he was!! I definitely gave him a piece of my mind! There is no room for such narcissism in my life, and it will be promptly removed. You are so, so sweet, and I really appreciate your kind words and support! If it weren't for the women like you on this board, I would probably lose all hope and inspiration!

Isabelle, that makes me sooo excited to reach my goal fitness level, my 32D's with perfectly clear skin so I can strut around and show him what he will never have!! Revenge will be completely sweet, and he will amount to nothing but a miserable, lonely, and cynical old man!! Can't wait for my large domes!!


In an attempt to brighten my spirits and restore some self confidence last night, I compiled a short list of beautiful actresses who are practically worshipped for their physical appearance, but who also have modest A-cup and B-cup breasts:
Kate Hudson= 34A
Mila Kunis= 32B
Natalie Portman= 32A
Kristen Stewart= 32A
Emma Watson= 32B
Keira Knightly= 32A
Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen= 32A
Debra Messing= 32B
Selma Blair= 32A
Sienna Miller= 32B
Lana Del Rey= 34A
Camilla Belle= 32B
Carrie Underwood= 32B
Eva Longoria= 32B
**These may not be completely accurate, but they are definitely close!

It made me feel a lot better to know that these women, who are insanely beautiful, embrace what they have and rock it! They are beautiful with their smaller, perky boobies, and no one says a damn thing about it! Maybe this will help other women on here who do not feel beautiful without big boobs. It goes to show that there is more to it than bra size!

I also realized that I am super close to meeting the original goal that I set for myself almost 6 years ago: to reach 36". It is so close! I am solidly 35" now at 35.25". I can't wait to start PM next cycle and get that BOOST, along with the boost I'll get from my large domes! When I reach 36", that will be a total of a 4'' increase from when I first started 6 years ago, and I think it will only get better. After that, my final goal is to be 38.5". I give the half inch, because that is the difference between a "small" and "full" size, in my opinion.

I think for my frame, which usually measure 28"-29" because I have a broad back, being 38.5" will make me a solid C-D cup, even though my measurements say otherwise. Technically, according to my measurements, I should be a 32C right now. I do fit in some 32C's, but I don't completely fill them out, either. SO, I think 36" will make me a 32C in relation to the shape of my body/back. IT IS SO CLOSE AND ATTAINABLE RIGHT NOW TOO! I seriously cannot wait to start PM again and get this ball rolling!

In regards to the cleanse I am doing right now, I decided once and for all that I will continue with Milk Thistle for the full month. I decided to add PC cream for the last two weeks, as well, in order to assure that I restore balance and "re-sensitive" my receptors. I aim to get the most that I can out of these next 3 months on PM. So, starting tomorrow, I will be applying PC for balance according to the package, which I think is to my wrists once a day.

Happy growing ladies! I love you all!!!

[melissa4u]

NotSoBusty,
That guy is a JERK! You should stop having any contact with him. If you just shrug this off, he'll just keep on doing those things to you, especially because you said that he knows how insecure you are about your breasts.
I agree with Gilly, just block him from facebook and block him out of your life! You don't deserve that kind of treatment!

About your program...
You said that you will use PC the last 2 weeks of cycle, do you know exactly when you ovulate? like with BBT charting? or do you just guess?
I've bought PC and I've been trying to get in tune with my cycle, so that I can apply PC just after ovulation until my period comes.

[Rosance]

Sooo... I checked out the links NotSoBusty, and I see what you mean, thank you! And thank you for your time in searching for them; God, is it hard to find things sometimes?...haha
Another thing....WTF IS UP WITH THAT GUY?!
It is hard to say he is a guy, I can easily expect that from another women, but from a man?!?! I bet I am more manly than him
If I was you, I would punch him on the effin face. Or check this out, I would tell him, "at least I can change that, too bad you cannot change to bichy attitude" I mean, I doubt he can, if he can go this far, it is a sign that there is no going back.
And you know what girl, boobs do not make a woman attractive; trust me, I know what an attractive woman is. An attractive woman is a woman who believes in herself no matter how many obstacles there are: NEVER doubts herself. An attractive woman is a woman who stands up for herself: you hear that, is not put down No Matter What. Anything that is meant to put her down, does the opposite, lifts her spirits high, higher than anything in the world. An attractive woman is she who is persistent and ambitious: never gives up and loves challenges, especially the feeling of VICTORY. Let me tell you something girl...anyone who tries to harm you is not really harming you, he/she is harming themselves. Because you can move on, with lifted shoulders and a sharp pose, but they cannot, because they have done wrong to themselves by practicing negative actions, and will always carry that guilt in their mind. Whether they show it or not, whether they seem to care or not; it is something they cannot change; it is something that will be with them until death. He might seem like he does not care, but it is not up to him what the consequences will bring upon him.
With more reason you should be harsh on him (knowing that he knows your insecurities). You have to put your foot down. And no, getting rid of that message wont do much. You have to do more. Do not ever see him again, but if you cannot do that, remember, sharp pose and invincible. You do not need pathetic excuses of humans to put you down, you do not even have the right to put yourself down, even less from others. I used to be bullied when I was young, about being a nerd (AND STILL AM A NERD!!!!WOOOOT). I resorted to lifting myself up from countless cries. Until it takes A LOT to make me cry. Of course, it did involve physical activity; beating up those who put me down until I MADE THEM CRY...but that is not the point...You have to toughen your self. Just because you are woman it does not mean you can be put down. NO MORE CRYING! You are a woman not a baby!!! TOUGHEN UP. Scare the shiet out of that ahole. I'm really sure it does not take much to put him in his place, by the sound of it, he is a little bich.

You are an inspiration to me, I DO NOT WANT MY IDOL to disappear because of some dumass. Thank you.